Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep people away, but to see who cares enough, to tear those walls down.

-One Tree Hill

Finally after how many canceled and postponed outing, me and the babygirls met up for a movie.. Met up with Cher and Tiers for the movie ‘The Proposal’ at Bugis and then we had our dinner at V8 Cafe.. Ohmygod! How hot and charming was Ryan Reynolds in that movie!? HAHAHAHHA! Had so much fun talking and updating each other, and we also went to take a couple of neoprints too! That’s so secondary sch times sia.. lol!

I am grateful and blessed to have the people in my life.. They’re the most unselfish people who would put everything aside just to be there for me, does the most sweetest and surprising things ever for me.. I was so touched when the two sisters came over and gave me a birthday surprise even when my birthday have been over for almost a month.. That birthday cupcakes, the greatest sweetest most touching birthday video ever and the amazing time we spent together.. I am so happy, so so touched and so very thankful that I don’t know where to begin to thank them.. And even though the lover wasn’t there, I still appreciate her thoughts.. Thank you loves! ((:

19 huge candles.

was crying after watching the birthday video when they came in
with the lighted birthday cupcakes..

happy birthday fii! (:

they got me crying so hard..

thats the first time i cry so bad in front of them.. lol!

lover is forever in our hearts & minds.. (:

When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she’s so strong, but they’ve never seen her cry. She’s got everyone fooled.

Anyone can give up. it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. but to be able to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart; that’s true strength.

Went out to Marina Square to break fast with the sisters and did a little shopping for the upcoming Hari Raya.. Little did I know there’s a surprise waiting for me.. teehehehehehe! Kamsahamnida darlings for the top, the purple roses and the 3 birthday cakes! I love you both! ((:

on the way to MS.

it matches the top i was wearing! (:

favourite colour. lovely roses.

choc indulgence, banana choc & strawberry choc.. (:

I finally learned what life’s all about, hanging on when your hearts had enough and giving more when you want to give up.

Second chances; Girls take more of them then guys do. Why? I blame Disney, building up these false hopes, making me believe I can have my Prince Charming. We believe that one day we’re going to be saved, that one day, one boy is going to come and change our whole lives around in the most perfect way. In the movies there’s no ‘other woman’, there’s no deception. There’s just a happy ending, conditions and circumstances don’t apply. So what are we to do when our hearts get broken? The logical thing to do is to move on, of course, but despite all the lying, the cheating, the crushed dreams, & the painful memories, there’s a speck of hope. A little itty bit piece of our hearts that’s begging for the fairy tale, screaming that we let him try again. So we did. We cry and bite our tongues, hoping that this liar in aluminum foil will finally become our knight in shining armor. Hoping that this time he’ll be able to make us feel safe, and actually do it. That’s why we break so easily; cause our fairy tale dreams are placed on real life boys. Boys who need to be saved themselves.

It’s the first day of Ramadan today, and it is also my 19th birthday.. I have mixed feelings for my birthday this year, both good and bad but it’s okay this is life just have to keep moving on.. Selamat Berpuasa Everyone & HAPPY 19th to me! (:

Sister came over and we had our movie marathon today. Watched a couple of movies, and I watched Transformers again.. lol! Love the movie la! Anyways, not much to update, just a couple of photos.. (:

Shia LaBeouf was great in the movie..

p/s: pardon me if the photos are too big, i lazy to resize them.. heh :p